A huge ass part of me is missing.
This post is dedicated to my one & only
babylove.
It's gonna be mushy. You have been
warned.
To my sweet baby..
You'll be going into camp, in a matter of hours.
I just can't get enough of seeing you just now.
I can't stop smelling your cheeks & kissing your lips.
It was kinda of a rush, I wasn't prepared.
To not see you for 2 weeks.
I mean when it comes to this.
You having to leave in, be it 5-6 or even 12 hours
would be a rush for me.
Now I know why joce cried almost every single day
for the whole of 2 weeks when wenyuan was in camp.
I was the one telling her that its okay. She'll still get to see him soon.
But I just can't help myself now.
I know everything's not gonna be the same anymore.
You won't be there for me whenever I feel like getting a hug from you.
I can't be there to sayang you whenever you're feeling down.
Im gonna be missing you like a fucking mad piece of shit.
I'll feel like poo every single day. I'll be looking forward to every friday
every day.. It has never ever occur to me that it's gonna be this bloody hard.
I'm try my best to blog everyday. For your reference when you're out keh.
Hunny, i know you'll be chiong-ing your ass off in there.
I'll make your every book out the best that it can ever be.
I love you. I'll be here waiting for you..
You're just like a lil' baby who can never take good care of yourself.
Please learn okay? Drink hell loads of water & wake up on time!
Make the best out of this 2 years.. A man's gotta do, what a man's gotta do.
We'll pull through this together. I love you, can't & won't stop loving you.
MUACKSSSSSSSSS x INFINITY.
p.s ; you have to have to have have to let me know what time will you be booking out ok? I wanna be there, I wanna be the first to see you when you're out baby. And you'll always remain as that handsome, macho, loving and huggable babyboy i'll always love. It has and always always will be you..
So long.. Sssuckers; ♥ BOFT
